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life and questions. in general i guess.

im in a very "writing" mood tonight.
so heres another , making up for my neglect recently.

Do you ever wonder why you are the way you are? and why others are the way they are?
what makes us so different? Different situations in different lives make a big difference, but how?
How is someone brought up with a dad so different to someone brought up without? and what about with siblings and without?
i wonder if any of these things make us stronger, more willing to fight the battle we call life without having weak moments. what is it about society that makes people ashamed to be attracted to members of the same sex? and the ones who arent ashamed get frowned upon for holding their girlfriend or boyfriends hand in public when a heterosexual couple is making out and no one cares?
i really wonder about the world of today.
with the way things are going is there going to be a peaceful tomorrow?
So many questions, most of which i know will never be answered.
but i want to ask a million more.
why are we all here?
to go to school, go to work, learn life lessons, stuff up, get hurt, get married, have kids, raise your kids, go back to work, retire and die?
hardly seems worth it when you put it that way.
for every good time there is a bad time. but is that good time REALLY a good time? or was it all fake and a lie?
some people arent strong enough to face this life.
they come to an obsticle and they cant beat it.
i think about people who choose not to try all the time and i wonder how they had the strength to end their lives and not have the strength to get past whatever obsticle they face. Do they wait for someone to rescue them? do they have unrealistic expectations of people to just KNOW that they are screaming out for help?
i wonder, had they tried EVERYTHING to make their life better? or if they had of just thought that they werent perfect so they didnt deserve to be here.
i wish i could tell them that they dont need to be perfect, that a journey of a thousand miles begins with one step and that if they really wanted to have things better it would have happened. whether it took them days, weeks, months or even years, eventually if they really wanted it, they could have had a better life.
i admire people who are so close to ending it all but dont. and they regain themselves and make something out of the life they were given.
people like THAT make it all worth while for me.
even if i dont know them. they are the real heroes in this life.
i want a job where i can hear about peoples stories like that, i wanna know what it was that pulled them through and why they decided that they didnt want to give up this easily.

do you ever just sit down on a train or on a bus and look at the people sitting there with you and wonder what is going on in their lives? are they truly happy? or hiding their depression behind a fake smile. sometimes i wish i knew everyone. i wish i could know everyones story. how did they get where they are today?
are they having problems at home? do they even have a home?

i dont know why i do this. but people really interest me.
i could listen to anyone and everyones story.
if your blog tells your story, direct me please.
tell me any interesting questions you have about life, or people or something.

and take care, all of you.
i really mean it.
not that i have been through many harsh experiences in my life
there is always another way.

kate.
xx