soooo, i been thinking lately..
whatt am i doing here?
what is my point to this world?
im not talking suicide at all dont wworry
but seriously, what is everyones point to being here?

im so worried about finishing high school, i mean, what am i gonna do after it? am i just going to be so lost in this world? this blog doesnt really have a point, just letting down thoughts.
im scared of the friends im going to lose contact with, because i know it will happen
im scared im just going to end up doing something that i dont want to do, and never really figure out what it is that makes me happy.
im scared of never finding someone, because everytime i have feelings for someone, i lose it within like a month, and the one person who i will probably always have feelings for, me and him will never end up together.
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im so confused
and stressed
and lost.
i dont know what to do
i've got some great things going on in my life at the moment,
but sometimes i wonder if its real?
i wonder which friends are my real friends,
who would be there for me if i needed them, and who would come to me when they needed help.
i feel second best to everyone.
i feel like i have a lack in good friends,
and the good friends that i do have i dont appreciate enough because i long for more.
i want some guidance,
i want someone to tell me what to do with my life
i want someone to show me who to trust, who not to trust
who to love, and who to stay away from.
but i have to figure it out on my own, well actually everyone does
and im sure everyone has been through what im going through right now.

share your stories pleaseeee.
i need to hear other peoples experiencessss.