Why is it that no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm done with a person and I'm not going to try to continue a friendship with them that I never hold to it?  Take today for example;  I was at Disney and Kayla popped in to say hi to me.  Now, in the back of my head, I know that she came in today only because I left her a message last night wishing her a Happy Birthday on MySpace.  I haven't talked to her or seen her in almost three months.  I was on MySpace, I saw that it was her birthday, I wished her a good one and I said that we should get a drink at Tailgaters some time.  So she came in to see me and she said that she comes by all the time but I'm never there.  Now, she MAY have stopped once, maybe even twice and I wasn't there, but c'mon, if you don't come by the store, then don't say that you do.  I don't really expect you to come by anyway, we don't talk anymore!  But then we got to talking and I mentioned that I thought that Paula and I really weren't friends anymore, and she said that she thought that I was being ridiculous.  That Paula hasn't been out or really talked to anyone in a while.  Now, she IS like 4 or 5 months pregnant, so I'll believe that she hasn't really been out.  But not keeping in contact with anyone?  C'mon now.  Lets get serious.  Anyway, I ended up telling Kayla that I would love to meet them later on to have a drink for her birthday, and that I would call her when I got out of work.  Fine and dandy, I called her when I got home and spoke to Paula for a quick minute.  Needless to say, it was almost 11pm, they were tired and they were going to go home.  "We'll catch up with you soon though!"  Yeeeeeaaaaahhhhh, ok.  I don't know why I put myself through this all the damn time.  I should just stick with my original plan and not talk to these people anymore!