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Wow.....Haven't been on here in a while. Not since I hung out with my ex. Whoa...so things are way differnt now then a few weeks ago. I've talked to my ex literally everyday. And hung out with him a couple times since the "incedent" but things are still confusing. He told me he doesnt want me but he doesn't want anyone else to have me either. And he sorta wants me but he's scared. But what ev....he's just startin to realize that there are other guys out there for me considering what happened on New Years. On New Years I got hella messed up and ended up making out with a random guy and when my ex found out he was very jealous. And it seems like he's trying to get me back but he's not sure if he even wants to yet. He really needs to make up his mind cause I'm sick of getting my hopes up and then getting them crushed. I'm not gonna waste more time trying to get him to realize that he wants me back. He needs to realize it on his own and I dont wanna spend all my time on him.....I want a new boy....one that isn't so STUPID. Lol. If he comes around then great but I'm not gonna sit around waiting for that day to happen. I mean I'm gonna keep my options open cause there could be someone WAY better out there and I dont wanna miss that chance cause of a douche bag. |
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Posted by kate_of_lust on 2008-01-09 01:49:45 | Rating: | Views: 32
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