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I went to the doctor yesterday and she said that I gotta wear this damn cast for at least another week. It sucks but what ev. There's nothing I can do about it.
So anyways.....after talking to my ex for a few days and thinking that I still had feelings for him I realized that I'm just done with the whole thing. He told me that I had been talking to him alot but he understood cause I hadn't talked to him in like two months. So I said that I wouldn't text or anything everyday. But then the very next day he started texting me like the conversation the day before had never taken place. So I figured that he is just playing games and I don't wanna play them anymore. I put up with them for too long when we dated and I'm just done with the whole ordeal. I mean I can handle just being his friend but it will never be more than that. I mean he was thinking that we could be friends with benefits and for a couple days I thought that could work but I am not gonna even go there. It would stir up too many unwanted feelings again, for the both of us, and it's just not a good idea.
I think for now being single is a good thing for me and just taking my time before rushing back into anything too serious. That was my first mistake the first time so at least I learned something from it. Lol. I just wanna find that perfect guy.........but then again doesn't every girl???
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Posted by kate_of_lust on 2007-12-13 17:14:30 | Rating: | Views: 48
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