So boys are so confusing. I talked to my ex today for the first time in a long ass time. I asked him how he and his new girlfriend were and he said that it was pretty much over. Then he told me that he still thinks about me like everyday and wanted to know if that was weird at all. I think about him ALL the time so I didn't think it was weird at all. He says we are friends but after talking to him all the feelings I once had for him came rushing back. I wish I could stop them but I don't know how. I was treated like crap for a whole year but I stayed with him because I "loved" him. I am just setting myself up for disappointment once again. He has disappointed me time and time again. Literally too many times to count. I feel like the only reason that he is saying he misses me is because this new girl didn't work out. He always thought I was a sure thing and knew I would be sitting around waiting for the day he came back. When he started realizing that this time was different he decided that he missed me?? What the fuck is going on?? I start to feel like I can be happy without him and I can find someone better and he decides to lay this on me. I don't know what to do. I feel like I am still in love with him and that will never change but is he in love with me? Was he ever? These thoughts keep racing in and out of my mind. If we try this again things wont change. He always promised he would all the other times and it never happened. I just dont know if I can trust him. I want to but I dont think I can. I am just so confused.