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Januaray.11, 2008 UPDATE
Following Morning - I been up all night crying my eyes out i just feel no more will to be with Luis. i slept in a different bed out of the few hours i actually slept, I just don't know what to do all i can seem to do is cry i can barely breath and then i remember that there is a life inside of me that needs to go on so i calm down for a few minutes.
He says he cares we talked again this morning before he went to work but i just don't think i can give him a ANOTHER chance. I was so happy with my life and he just has to ruin it. I trusted him and fell in love with him again since the last time and look what he does to me. I don't think he really cares he doesn't even cry when he sees me like this even knowing that he is the reason i am like this. I can't even say he looks sad he just keep asking me for another chance but if i give him another chance then he gets away AGAIN with hurting me he feels nothing. He does not feel the pain i feel which i would not even want my worst enemy to feel. I feel so betrayed, unwanted, not good enough, and so many more mixed feelings. It just really hurts and I still can’t stop crying.
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Posted by kate86 on 2008-01-12 16:41:53 | Rating: | Views: 79
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