Luis did it again
Januarary.10,2008
Current mood: betrayed
My heart has completely been shut down burned up into ashes and blown away so ever since luis and i started dating back in 2003 i......Read More
Januaray.11, 2008 UPDATE
Following Morning - I been up all night crying my eyes out i just feel no more will to be with Luis. i slept in a different bed out of the few hours i actually slept, I just don't know what to do all i can seem to do is cry i can barely breath and then i remember......Read More
Luis did it again part 2
Januarary.12, 2008
Current mood: Hurt and betrayed
Today it a little better, my heart is still aching and burning and I still am crying.......Read More
I had a great day yesterday, and today was ok. I am struggling with the thoguhts of his addiction but i am surpassing them as i hold on to the Lord and know that the Lord has a plan for us no matter how hard it may be I know the lord will not forsake me so i am feeling closier to God today. I am......Read More