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I pray and i believe, yet lately I've had this spirit invading my thoughts and i just cant seem to put my finger on it. It takes a while for me to get to sleep because of it. Ever had just a gut feeling that something bad was about to happen? Imagine feeling that when you're all alone attempting to sleep. It can be just a lil scary. So i pray and i believe that my savior will protect.
I had a dream last night. A man dressed in all black came to me,and his words spoke of you! He scared me as he came nearer in that darkened hallway. Just his presence brought a cloud of sorrow, because i knew he bare no good news. He introduced himself to me, and he saw that i looked confused. Why would i even want to know your name knowing you were gonna bring me hurt and pain? He looked into my eyes and said to me. Dont fear me YET for i am not here for you. They call me the Death Angel and i've come to take someone from you!!!! It felt like it probably would if you were about to smash into a brick wall. So in that darkened hallway i kneeled to pray. It was the only thing i knew to do. I was not gonna let that "Angel" take you away. What kind of sister, daughter, cousin, niece, girlfriend,or grandaughter would you take me to be, if i just laid down and let Death......you know what im trying to say. I named all of those because the pain is too unbearable to name you by yourself. How, why, and when??? That was all i wanted to know,but that mean ol Death Angel just left your name on a piece of paper on the floor. I ripped it up sobbing, " it just can't be true". How could someone so undeserving and sweet be who you wanted to take with you? Take me instead,because im no good if they're dead. He shook his head and walked away. And behind him his voice echoed, I shall return, I shall return, I shall return....i dare not mention your name in this for fear that i may ginx you. I will say this, if it is true, what that Death Angel said about doing to you,then before it is too late i want to say I Love You. I appreciate everything you've ever been to me. Even if i dont always show it, even if you never really knew it. You are my prayer, you and anyone else that dark angel seeks to claim....even myself. Maybe this is a lesson to be learned. Life has its ways of making you realize mistakes before its too late. So im thankful, having had the chance to say this to you. Nothing other than, I Love You.........
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Posted by kasidilla on 2007-09-11 08:09:31 | Rating: | Views: 101
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Your grandma sounds a great character! I have enjoyed reading your stories and poems, I shall be back
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Posted by bede
on 2007-09-11 09:35:43
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