Essence Of Time
When I look into your eyes, and see through that personal disquise, from my love, you try and hide, but when you left me I curled up and cried.
I lost what part of you, I had in the first place, now I miss all that I thought you should do, and there's a sad look upon my face.
I wanted what you were, to me, it felt like forever, one precious moment, I do concur, felt like eternity and at the same time never.
You lost what part of me, you thought you ever had, now I don't even see, why I wanted you so damn bad.
If we weren't meant for each other then, well, you can just go your way, like an angel from heaven, it seemed you fell, goodbye, I know you'll think of me someday.
Patience
I see you with her, it does burn, my soul aches again for your touch, you left me for another, nothing will I learn, untilĀ you want me as much. I can't understand, why you hate me so, I made not one demand, and still you had to go. My patience to be your once more, is all that keeps me sustained, I know who my heart beats for, it's you, what can be gained? I ask myself that about our time that didn't last, everytime I walk by and you're holding her hand, I didn't know you'd move on that fast, this isn't what I wanted or planned. You walked away so casually, so calm in your sight, your love touched me magically, and left me alone that night. So, I went and found, someone new to ease my pain, it's like you pushed me to the ground, then ran away, and somehow I care not that you don't remain. Don't come crying back to me, when you come to realize what I've known all along, when I'm finally free, my hatred for you will be even more strong. I can fight what I feel for him at all, unlike you, you will see, he catches me when you cause me to fall, and that's why he's the one with me.
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