What's it take to be a man? Am I supposed to do everything he can? I try to fight what I feel for him, then I trip over my own feet on a whim. I lose control when he's around, my heart beats so loud when he's near, yet it makes not a sound. It's all emotion when we touch, that's why when he's gone I miss him so much. When he leaves, I'm left wondering why? If he was still here, then I wouldn't have to cry.