Quite recently, I wished that you were there for me. Quite frankly, it's you I do not wish to see. Patiently, I recall, never seeing you there when I fall. I've waited for long enough, there's something I've got to do to get me off this stuff. (Your love.) Realizing my dream is harder than it may seem. But to me, I'll be...better off without you, you don't ever know what to do.
When I did cry, all you would do is sigh.You acted as if you could care a less if I was there, now you need to find another pair. (Of shoes.) You walked all over me from the start, now I'm begging you to keep us apart.
Because your eyes still haunt me, they make me bound, and I want my liberty. Your body caressing mine, it changes all of me inside. So leave me, before I have to ask you to stay, do things have to remain this way? Why can't we travel back in time, to a day when you were mine? It hurts too much to bear, now I don't even know if you care. If I tried to stop my feelings now, there'd be nothing I wouldn't allow. For in a single instant you came, (to me) and now both of us feel the same.
Love can be something so hollow, and now I know. I will give you one last chance to love (me.) If it doesn't work out this time, then I have to leave. One last smile from me you'll see, maybe without you, I can finally be happy.
Something in my heart, it says I can't stop, (what I feel for you.) You ought to know my feelings for you are about to pop. I gave you the best years of my life, and in return you say you want me to be your wife. Is that even true? Have I finally overcome the sins I committed against our love? Can I forever be the only woman you dream of? These questions are following me down a river, like the heated words you used to use, you know the ones that made me shiver. My calm demeanor must hold you captivated by my choice of action, our relationship used to provide so much satisfaction. Feeling involved with you without my self awareness to guide me, I guess I have to look inward, and find all of the faith that's making me free. Inspired by you, I used to be, until you made me full of misery. If you want me back in your life, you don't have to beg, or shake your head, merely ask, I'll be your wife, don't you remember what I said? I said I'd never trade you for all the best men in the world, I said our love would always remain tight, and around you, my love would be curled. My heart is anxiously awaiting what your answer will be, because in time, I will have to see past just me. So, there's still a chance for us I believe, so long as you read this message, it will you receive. My love for you, it's deeper than someone could measure, I know what to do, to give you the ultimate pleasure. I don't have to go into details, all of the feelings that get derailed...
Just don't leave me here alone, because I can't reverse the dreams I've been shone. I dream about you all the time, there's not a second in my life when you're not on my mind. So come to me in your darkest hour, and we will combine our love, and create a great power. I can't stand to be without you near, so please come back to me dear.
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