If only there was time, to see into your mind, but now I've moved on, and you can't accept that I am gone. If only there was a place, but no, there's just an empty space. If only I could have the courage to fight, but somehow I feel as if nothing is right. I hate the way you are now, deceptive and cruel, I broke up with you sure, but it was for the better, you broke every single rule. If only there was life, for me there is, but for you, I'll never be your wife, get over me, or end up lost and alone. If only I could find my balance, myself would just follow freely, but you're still somehow holding me back. Get away, you evil piece of vermin. I no longer want you. Everything we were, it was an illusion. How could you possibly love me? All you do and did was wrong. I hate what you've become: a nightmare. I have to wake up. I do, and see you standing over me. I scream. I don't know what to do. My heart is beating faster than a hummingbird...you strike without warning. I react fast...I start hitting you over and over. You start bleeding. Like I said...nightmare...
I really don't know how to continue or finish this one.
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