Ok I know this is sooo soon to be telling this but there's this guy who works in my field, well he's more on the marketing side but anwyways I have been trying to get the nerve to approach him for like a month. I never even thought of him tthat way but then all of a sudden I had a dream about him and from that point on I've been wanting to spend time with him. But the problem is that  he is so distant and we have bad timing. Whenever I'm leaving, he's coming. And I guess he's shy or just indifferent because he barely says anything to anybody. He is way geek but he doesn't look the part. He's hot but not like in your face so hot. . The thing is Im not afraid to approach him. I just don't want to do it wrong. Also I like guys to approach me. It's just a thing.

I would love him to just come up to me and say something incredibly sweet and I would say something quirky and we'd go out to lunch and take it from there. But he's all business. He's always working and rarely laughing or smiling. I know thats a big 'do not disturb' flashing sign. 

I know from experience that women who approach men usually get taken for granted.  Well that's how it's happened to me and my friends. Ok let me explain. If a guy is into you, he'll approach you and will pursue you with a vengeance. BUT if a woman approaches him he'll think she approaches all men or desperate or something. Of course this is sooo not true but thats the way men see it. Well thats how my VBGFF explained it to me. (Not Shawn- My very best girlfriend Tiffany) Anyways so since I'm not desperate & I don't want to be the one who has to always initiate everything. Then I want him to approach me. 

Ok sidenote Tiff is a genius. She has the best advice and is star quality. I met her online before I moved here. She got here first and kinda showed me the ropes. ANYWAYS. What she told me was so true because the last boyfriend that I had was a complete bum, well not a real bum but he never wanted to do anything and I had to plan everything and had to drag him out with me. And he had hardcore issues about me going out. He was anti social but enough about him. 

So back to my crush -- whose name I'm NEVER mentioning in case someone I work with recognizes my blog!lolol. So only at the LAST resort will I approach him and that is if I'm like just tired of fantasizing about it.

I know I blab alot but I think I've been dying to tell somebody this! please be nice on my comments thanx
P.s. I told Tiff and she said to just tell him I had a dream about him and that I'd like to make it a  reality! LOL NEVER going to do that! He will definitely get the wrong idea about my dream.

I havent told shawn yet he makes fun of my crushes.