urn:uuid:967ea364-e5cb-3ba1-82a2-2470f519cd30 2008-10-30T01:32:26-04:00 karatellsall urn:uuid:87890a1b-4bc1-8726-8eaa-87bb123758d6 2008-02-19T18:26:55-05:00

Other than that I've been working but I had Monday off! SO I got to go to a private screening and met a D-list celebrity that was incredibly rude and nasty to me. o_0
I don't know what was up HER butt but I didn't cause it so she should just really ease up on the meds. 

Anyways I'm not going to give her that much blog space because she does NOT deserve it and she completely ruined my night but I did get invited to a private party for this weekend. So I'm going shopping tommorrow
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urn:uuid:447692d4-c7a6-c3ef-3ece-2b9d8fa1c0af 2008-02-12T19:33:39-05:00

I think it's because I don't have a steady. Dating does not equal Valentine. I mean I'm not clingy so I'm not going to just tell a guy I just met he should be my Valentine. I've got a gorgeous outfit and everything but I don't have a date.

It's kind of my fault though because I never call back. I go on these awesome dates and he calls me and we  make plans and something comes up at work and I disappear. Then I remember him like 2 weeks later and call and he sends me to voicemail. It kind of hurts because I will really like the guy but I shoot myself in the foot.

I even started telling guys you know what I'm just looking to date. Nothing serious. Why did I say that?! I mean I don' want to get married or anything but I think it's ok for me get serious. But my schedule is so packed that I think the only way we'd see each other is if he interned at my job! lolol! Ok that would be wayyy too close for comfort so NO but I keep pushing men away from me. Now I'm all sad about being single. :*(

So Tiff said that she will have a blind date for me and we'll do the double date thing but I am not interested!  I love Tiff but she sets me up with the most undesirable men! I mean they are completely not my type. You should have seen the last guy she set me up with.  ewww.  But who knows maybe I will. Shawn has a date and I know he's going to like go all out with a luxury suite and limo ride or something. He is weirdly romantic that way . I am so rolling my eyes. lol.

Off subject Chris Martin is so hot. He is especially sexy in person. He's taller than he looks on tv to me. LIke over 6 ft.  Gwenyth is a lucky woman. I just started thinking about him because back home a few years back I remember fantasizing about him being my Valentine! lmao. Even when I met him I completely forgot about the ridiculous crush I had on him. silly girl.

But I guess we'll see what happens this holiday. Hearts and Roses and Chocolates and all.  I don't think I'm going through with the blind date but maybe a guy from my past will call? I really hope that it's not with just anybody. I'm picky about stuff like this.
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urn:uuid:a8c6ee28-adb4-3c45-a574-f784b2f82c66 2008-02-09T15:00:14-05:00

I would love him to just come up to me and say something incredibly sweet and I would say something quirky and we'd go out to lunch and take it from there. But he's all business. He's always working and rarely laughing or smiling. I know thats a big 'do not disturb' flashing sign. 

I know from experience that women who approach men usually get taken for granted.  Well that's how it's happened to me and my friends. Ok let me explain. If a guy is into you, he'll approach you and will pursue you with a vengeance. BUT if a woman approaches him he'll think she approaches all men or desperate or something. Of course this is sooo not true but thats the way men see it. Well thats how my VBGFF explained it to me. (Not Shawn- My very best girlfriend Tiffany) Anyways so since I'm not desperate & I don't want to be the one who has to always initiate everything. Then I want him to approach me. 

Ok sidenote Tiff is a genius. She has the best advice and is star quality. I met her online before I moved here. She got here first and kinda showed me the ropes. ANYWAYS. What she told me was so true because the last boyfriend that I had was a complete bum, well not a real bum but he never wanted to do anything and I had to plan everything and had to drag him out with me. And he had hardcore issues about me going out. He was anti social but enough about him. 

So back to my crush -- whose name I'm NEVER mentioning in case someone I work with recognizes my blog!lolol. So only at the LAST resort will I approach him and that is if I'm like just tired of fantasizing about it.

I know I blab alot but I think I've been dying to tell somebody this! please be nice on my comments thanx
P.s. I told Tiff and she said to just tell him I had a dream about him and that I'd like to make it a  reality! LOL NEVER going to do that! He will definitely get the wrong idea about my dream.

I havent told shawn yet he makes fun of my crushes.

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urn:uuid:1c34f1c1-cbe9-80f3-e33b-05f16d58e2b1 2008-02-08T19:14:48-05:00

Right now I'm doing multiple projects. I live in L.A. but commute to Bev.Hills. I'm in the entertainment industry (NO nothing like what you're thinking! LOL.) My career is totally moral and ethical. Well about as much as it can be in L.A. lmao. I moved to L.A. 3 years ago from a small town of less than 20k people that I'm afraid to mention because then EVERYONE will know who I am immediately and they'll add lies to it and then I'll be getting a call from my mother asking me why I'm airing my dirty laundry online. My mother = UBERPrude. lol.

So anyways I'm in the middle of scouting for new clientele and that's about all I can say about THAT. But I work with celebrities and I've building my career for about 3 years now. I have a ton of projects on the side which is hard because I'm always so busy. But I hope to write as much as I can for this blog during my free time and then come and upload it here when I'm done.

I don't know how often I'll write in this blog but I'm going to try to post as much as I can. Ok I LOVE to rave. My friends are always telling me that I am a billboard LOL. If I love a movie or a bag or a lipstick or a date, I'm going to RAVE about it. So don't get weirded out if I devote an entire post to a new perfume! lol. But lately I've been dating less and less. I LOVE to go out but haven't had time to just date. My friends and I hang out when I have time but I haven't done the dinner and a movie thing in a while soooo, when I make time for that you guys will DEFINITELY be the first to find out about it. :P

Oh yeah my best friend- Shawn claims me as his girlfriend. I don't know if that's a good thing or not but he introduces me as his GF and claims me as his own and so I've taken to doing the same to him, so if I mention my BF and you're fully aware that I'm so single then you already know who I'm talking about.. Shawn rocks and if we really were a couple-- it would be the best thing since Hello Kitty. Seriously it's how we are.

Umm what else am I forgetting? I surprise myself because I didn't think I would have that much to say on my first post. Heh. Well I should probably warn you that I talk too much. I usually write very long emails so no doubt my posts will be equal in length. If you're not a reader you'll probably forget I exist as you will aim straight for your 'ignore blog' button-- if that exists.lol.

But like I said I'm a talker, so you can tell I'm in a mood or unbelievably busy if I write anything less than 4 lines. :P Warning you in advance.

Xoxoxo ??? (seems a bit too personal so soon but hey I'll be spilling my guts so I do sorta XOXO you!!)


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