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well I know I have left people behind here, but hello:) greetings from Kati's world.
with the way things have been going If I had of stayed here much longer My blogs would of been pages amongst pages long. And blogs kinda kept me from showing the feelings i should of showed to the people of my real life. IM A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON NOW.Im out going, and exsperienceing(safely) LIFE now. Wich is great. Im happy finally. I turned int a huge bitch last month. Iv been through more things then you can even imagine lately with drama in all the juicey topics we love to hear about but ehh I dont like broadcasting everything over a site anymore I will do it in a more personal way if someone is interested and messages me.
Im back and more so on Myspace so much more now.
Idk why.... just am. thats how I keep up with folks.

Also today, well.. eh.
i realised i never love. i just LOVE the feeling of me being needed in a relationship. and since then iv been REALLY loveing and not the fake stuff. it was a huge delima with me. But so be it i say.im repairing all of me.

love,
katt.


sorrrrrrrrrry this was kinda lame. im not use to blogging anymore.

it helped. but im done now.
my whole lesbo problem.
is non exsistent to me. i guess the girls a bitch or something because idc anymore.
im marrieing my bf somday and the whole situation just showed me how weak i can be for some stupid exsperience i thought i was missing out on but im not. it doesnt matter, everyday he just does something new, and proves to me i still need to do somethings to help and change me and not be so stupid..
next yr we are planning a vacation together.

my sex drive is high cause i barely have gotten to be with my bf atall so its exstremely out of control even though i havent had it it just is.. my emotions are high. few days ago i could of made some bigger mistakes but i didnt. and now i seriously need to get back on track..
so there it is.

wish me luck, goodbye.
-katt



bye bye emmy, i know your life will work out in a well plan i mean all the bad things happening to you now, theyll fade away as your new love takes steps forward with you, i know it. jake will soon dissapear to you.

if you ever want to reach me
my yahoo is satenkitti@yahoo.com
hotmail katielovesbrandon@hotmail.com also you can look me up on myspace as well.

also im not going to close this account
ill hardly ever ever be on but i want to one day come back on here and kinda look back i guess.
iv written alot of blogs in just a few months so.. :) yeah
 

thinking about.......;
completely.. just seperated from life.
idk:/ so easy to sit there and not care and not more.
my puppies a fat ass
i think ill name him bo bo

drug topic.
dont need it
i allready look stoned of drunk
and id rather half way be able to walk.


boyfriend topic.
hes on vacation:(
been a couple of hours since iv texted him:(
his phone died:(
with his parents:(
at sea world:(
bought me a penguin and says hes going to buy me other stuff....
i brought into the conversation how he never got me anything for christmas, anniversary, or valentines... went smooth ahah didnt mean to. he just ignored. great:)

umm

friend topic.
have none...
well few new ones
but i matter in no ones life and i kinda like that..
confused why i have a bf in the first place whats so great about me?
why am i even nice? or how do i ever keep him...
or am i loosing him..
back off bf topic.
back to friends....

girl keeps texting me..
its okay.. but i have that feeling where i want to stretchhhhhhhhhhhh
and push her back away
we might go on a date together
shes kinda pretty
well really pretty
but yeah...


concerned about privacey........


end blog...
que creds.

HEART-
katt

well i went to my 'friends' party... you know the one im in love with...was...

well you know it sucked at first having to like walk in to a room full of people who she convinced that i hated them wich really i only did because of her wasnt even hate..

the older friends get pushed back and the newer friends get shoulder side... you know... it sucks....thats what she does and we all realised that there was a new girl there and yeah... she got shoulder side when really should be middle or back... i mean wtf.. i get pushed farther and farther and i worked it out with her friends when her and new girl went to bed and we really kinda worked it out they felt like my friends and they asked me for my cell and i got hugs by the time i went home.. but everyone agreed with me and we were all really kinda pissed off with how she treats people and how she does shit its so aggrivating and at the same time you lovem... just wtf..

but this girl cristy i guess her ex i use to hate she cut my hair, we talked so much iv just fallen for her but not love...

im really tired from staying up all night with her friends.. i even though the girl was flirting a little under the covers. lol
it was a all bi party.. shes lesb.... i kinda want her.. but im taken not really worth it but i love her allready did great with my hair and shes not as stupid as i had made her out to be when i talked to pppl i was kina a bitch back in tha day.. and then this girl gab lil loud but cool..... so yeah... hahah
fuck....
im tired....
so night. leave a comment...

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