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my heart song

      Life is like a song. It can be sweet or it can be hard and fierce. No one knows how life will turn out. It keeps you on your feet. Wondering everyday if it’s a calming melody or strong punk rock.       My life song. It starts off as a melody. It rolled and swayed along with the gentle beating of my heart. All ways in me. When I was little life was simple. The first person you see in the morning was your best friend and there were no popularity contests and no drama. It was always pure fun.    As I got older things got more and more complicated.“I'm letting go of all I’ve held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go.
And i don't know what I’m diving into, Just hanging by a moment here with you.” I didn’t know the difference between up or down. Things got more and more complicated. School got harder and harder, my best friends would soon become my enemies, and everything seemed like it was crashing down. It was like no one new the true me. They would judge on looks not personalities.       When I turned into a teenager I learned that life is not easy. There are challenges you have to face and lies you have to fight. There’s will always be something that you have to forget or regret. “A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect. Every action in this world will bear a consequence
if you wade around forever, you will surely drown. I see what's going down.” That’s exactly what happened when my friends started making bad decisions. I would disagree with what they were doing but I wouldn’t have the guts to tell them to stop. I was too afraid that they would exclude me and not be my friend. After a while all there bad habits started rubbing off on me. Until someone persuaded me that what we were doing was bad and to leave those friends. But you have to learn to forgive and forget. If you don’t you will surly be left behind. And have stuff build up all around you.   Friendships are like glass, when they break you just cut yourself trying to put then back together.       I’ve learned to always live life to my fullest. When ever there’s hard times or good times. But you only have so long to live. 15 there's still time for you Time to buy and time to choose Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live.” live like no ones watching. If you just worry about what people think about you then you wont have fun in life. That’s how I lived before I realized it doesn’t matter. You wont be with them forever. If they feel like they have to make fun of you for stupid things then they’re not worth the effort to impress. Have the courage to do something that no one else has ever dreamed of. Everyday you’re running out of time.             No one knows what its like to be me. No one knows what its like to be you. Every person is different. Some of the things that have happened in my life no one knows. And probably never will. Some things no ones supposed to know. Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me. To be hurt, To feel lost, To be left out in the dark. To be kicked when you're down, To feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like. Welcome to my life!”            My life is like a song. Forever changing. But to every good song there is a meaning. I hidden feeling or hurt that only the writer of the song can understand. “I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined. I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned. Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find, Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it. Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten”