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Luck on 2008-01-27 20:59:26 |
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im going through exactly what you are. but i acually told my "friend" she didnt stay my friend but if i know that she wont be there for me in my time of need i dont need her. ive done stuff to myself that i never want to admit to anyone. im ashamed. but when i get that feeling that i want to do something to hurt myself i think of finding that person that i can tell anything to and i stop myself. and when i thing of ending my life i think of how cowardly i am togive up. bc only the strong can acually survive life and im doing my best to get out of this hole i dug. if you need to talk im here for you.
kammy
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Luck on 2008-01-27 20:59:24 |
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im going through exactly what you are. but i acually told my "friend" she didnt stay my friend but if i know that she wont be there for me in my time of need i dont need her. ive done stuff to myself that i never want to admit to anyone. im ashamed. but when i get that feeling that i want to do something to hurt myself i think of finding that person that i can tell anything to and i stop myself. and when i thing of ending my life i think of how cowardly i am togive up. bc only the strong can acually survive life and im doing my best to get out of this hole i dug. if you need to talk im here for you.
kammy
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suicide on 2008-01-26 19:46:18 |
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i know exactly how you feel. my past has brought pain. and ive done things that will stick with me forever. like the scares that i carry. i dont know what keeps me going. all i know is i have to try. i have to try and be that person that grows old and can say i was strong enough to live.
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