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if i was to get a nickel for every person i have lied to recently, i would be really poor.
so yesterday, i was a part of me that i had thought was dead and buried, i was cold-yes, cold to someone i particularly care about. you'd think that after all the talk on treating people right i'd be doing better at this but no, am not doing better-or even okay. i think am just plain scared.
anyway, this is going to be one very confused blog entry, am just writting whatever comes to mind, no sequence, nothing, just writing like i have already done in my journal. oh, i can see the ladies in the office, one of them, she's wearing this pretty pink dress, they are all going on maternity leave soon, that means my days of office lounging are numbered.
very soon, i fear, i will slip back into that little world-box really, oblivious to everything and everyone around me again. it can be a nice place to be, but only for a while, if you stay there too long, it becomes really hard to face reality.i was there, and then i came out, oh well, am not going back, am too lazy and tired to be trying to climb out of a box.
i spoke to mr. X yesterday.
i cant make sense of anything am writing, well at least there is one bright spot in my day, Tufre got me some music from whererever he's been, am dying to get my hands on it.
Thursday is a public holiday, what am i going to do with myself?? oh yes, go see my mother, drink a nice concoction of whatever she'll mix up, am feeling weird, been feeling like this since Sunday, its not a cold, and no its not a fever, its just alot of discomfort! but thats not the only reason am going to see her.
oh well, nosense and insensibility....
XoXo
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Posted by kakajo on 2008-10-07 03:56:25 | Rating: | Views: 26
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hmmmm in all that doesnt make sense, i can see the sense and the feeling maybe because i have been there before. Would love to know more.
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Posted by Rambo
on 2008-10-07 04:53:10
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