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You light up another cigarette
And I pour the wine
It’s four o’clock in the morning
And it’s starting to get light
Now I’m right where I want to be
Losing track of time
But I wish that it was still last night
..This was the song we used back in our elementary in which i got paired up with Marlon. Yeah it seems ive been talkin about him lately. When i danced to this song with him then, i had some thoughts in mind..more like..questions..is it possible for him to have the same feelings for me? will there come a time where he'll ask me to wait for him..?what will it be like waiting for him? what will he be like years from now?
You look like you’re in another world
But I can read your mind
How can you be so far away
Lying by my side
When I go away I’ll miss you
And I will be thinking of you
Every night and day just ...
But when i looked at him, he was just dancing for the sole purpose of dancing.His look was past me,.instantly, i knew he was thinkin of his current frustration, that it should be Xyrza and not me for his partner. There was a time in grade 5 ,after the first period, a classmate shouted from the back "Xyrza cant breathe!" and instantly,i looked at Marlon instead of Xyrza..i caught his reaction,.his eyes betrayed him. He looked real worried about the girl who couldnt breathe. He turned abruptly at the shout made. But looked away gradually to hide it from the rest..or maybe none noticed since the girl was the center of attracttion that time. That reaction of his made me feel short of breath too...And before i realized it, i already had a hand on my breast..Another shout was made "Carolyn cant breathe too!" which i knew was a mock , the voice made it clear anyway. They all broke into laughter..and i looked away..looked down to hide my embarrassment....
Promise me you’ll wait for me
’cos I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon
After that incident,.i made it sure that i would get a hold of myself next time..And during that time too, i heard he was makin a move to this girl, a year ahead of us. I heard it was another girl included in the top 5 rankings in their level. I thought of stopping myself to have further feelings for him as i would only hurt myself more. It might be unbearable in the end. But he was a difficult boy to forget then. And so..i still waited.For that boy.
When I go away I’ll miss you
And I will be thinking of you
Every night and day just ...
Come graduation day,.i couldnt stop lookin at him through my peripheral vision..he was lookin good in his pair of formal white long sleeves polo matched with a black slacks, and a bow tie to go with. He looked like a waiter. Nah im just kidding. He had a coat.Enough to make him look like a prince. ..A prince i decided to wait after i graduated college. It was painful to find out that he and his family were moving right after graduation. But my mind was set that maybe we'd still meet someday..I thought of him everyday..
Promise me you’ll wait for me
’cos I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon
But as i go to a different school to attend highschool to college, things gradually changed and i seem to have forgotten him.I mean, i gradually forgot about waiting for him. I met lots of people that changed me, that made me fall in and out of love. And everytime i did do, it gives me the realization that He and I werent meant for each other.
Promise me you’ll wait for me
’cos I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon
And so with that realization in mind, everytime, i decide to just forget waiting and go on with my life..
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Posted by kaikonachan on 2008-08-12 08:32:12 | Rating: | Views: 30
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