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enabling?
So as you who have read past blogs may have deduced my husbad "D" is an alcoholic (in denial). SOOOOO I have decided while we get things under control for him that I will not drink. You see when both of us decide to drink, it typically does not end well. So one of my friends......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-01 15:42:13 | Rating:

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Quotes
Just some Quotes I enjoy: "Friends are the angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly" "Love has nothing to do with what you expect to get, it is what you are expected to give---which is everything." "Don't......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-02 00:43:35 | Rating:

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8/2/08
So things are going better lately I am afraid to say it though because I might jinx it! :) I know paranoia. That having faith thing worked out pretty good again last night. I think it pays not to over- stress. I think my new moto will be "Don't borrow trouble" I've heard it......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-02 20:38:35 | Rating:

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looking inward...
I have alwys heard that the choices we make in life, the experiences we have make us who we are. I have always believed in that, therefore I say, I wouldn't want to change anything that has happened in my life (bad or good) because it has made me who I am today. Not that I am terribly in love......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-03 12:08:44 | Rating:

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friendship
Sometimes you go through life thinking people are you friends only to realize when you really need them they are no where to be found.... I guess that being said in a crisis you truly find out who your true friends are. A few weeks ago in a drunken rage D said he wanted a divorce ,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-03 12:45:32 | Rating:

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lazy husbands...
I am not your MAID! I did not get married to get up and cart stuff around for you, to bring you popcorn on your every whim. GRR! Your dishes don't magically get cleanned, your clothes don't magically washed, dried, and hung in your closet, the house does not clean itself... APPRECIATE ME......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-03 22:27:16 | Rating:

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Independence
"I'm not here for your entertainment, You don't really wanna mess w/ me tongiht! Just stop and take a second, I was fine before you walked into my life" Lyrics from - You and your hand, by Pink. I am starting to see how self sufficient I really am. I am proud of me. I tink......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-04 12:49:11 | Rating:

| Views: 81 | Comments: 1 | Tags: faith marriage love life independence

giving gifts
So I just bought concert tickets to see 3 doors down, hinder, and staind at the state fair. It was a present of sorts for my husband and I to do on our anniversary. I am one of those people who gets so excited togive people gifts and can not wait to give the gift. So of course I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-04 16:43:45 | Rating:

| Views: 66 | Comments: 1 | Tags: life music fun marriage self reflection thoughts gifts

8.5.08
So I have discovered that I am quite the chef if I want to be... It had been a while since I took the effort to cook anything different, however in the last few days I have went to the extra effort to do so. I also have to admit that I am a huge fan of cooking when I have all sorts of fresh......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-05 20:23:13 | Rating:

| Views: 44 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cooking family life daily grind

8.5.08
I think I have officially jinxed it, I guess it takes time to get things right, but dang we were doing so good. I am not going to “borrow trouble” but D has been at the bar now for 3 hours. Mind you we have no money, so I don’t know how he would be getting drinks, but I have a......Read More