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I'm SICK:(
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I feel like death! I am not a person who typically gets sick, and not someone who really appreciates being slown down by it! But there are some good things that I have discovered when it sickness can not be avoided!
Feeling sick always makes me want to be coddled, held, and of......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-28 13:40:28 |
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happier days
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The thoughts of yesterday somewhat haunt me in a very strange way. D was home for the weekend and it was almost as if our weekend was a dream, a mirage of a perfect marriage-our happy days of the past. Things were so perfect it almost seemed unreal. It was as if I had spoken and the opposite of......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-28 12:13:08 |
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dreams
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I am just so confused and lost...
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I have been thinking about writing on here for a while now, it helped me so much before. But I have had so much going on I am not really sure even where to start or what I am feeling....
D took a nose dive since I last made an entry. A nosedive that gave him the push to enter a PTSR......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-23 15:28:25 |
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confused
lost
alone
PTSD
military
family
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My thoughts and opinions about 9/11
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I think i am finally beginning to understand just how emotionally/ mentally disturbed my husband really is. I have been doing a litle more research on PTSD. I am sad to say I have only done a small amount previously, i guess I just didn't want to know the extent of it..... Sad i know. Well......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-09-11 14:30:06 |
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9.11
war
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military
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Life's crazy path.....
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So on Sunday I decided to leave D. It was not a decision I came to lightly. It was something I have been debating, struggling with, and thinking about constantly. To give up on a marriage to me is a form of failure. But I felt that I was truly in it alone. My husband's PTSD which is causing......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-09-08 15:07:06 |
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divorce
marriage
husbands
surprises
depression
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a new day, a new life
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I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody. ~Bill Cosby
I think the quote fits some realizations I have come to lately. I have been living my life for D, trying to find a way to make this marriage work, giving and giving and trying to please him,......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-09-03 22:03:40 |
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marriage
life
finding oneself
happiness
life
love
husbands
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Lost and Alone
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So yesterday was our anniversary, and I don't know why I thought things would be any different... it is just another day, but I guess I thought maybe just maybe it would be a day we both made a little extra effort to be romantic and have a nice day together.
Well D forgot, and I wasn't......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-27 14:21:50 |
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depressed
marriage
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husband
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8.25.08
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IT has been 4ever since I have wrote anything on here, I went from blogging 1+ times a day to nothing for weeks! I have been very busy and just have not had the time to take to blog things out. I must admit however life has not been all sunshine and daisy's but it has much better..
D......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-25 17:06:28 |
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anger
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8.11.08
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So for any and all of you who care.... our mini vaca was amazing. I feel like I am starting to figure out how to relate and be a good wife to my husband. Things seem better, and I am sure that is partly due to the medication being taken regularily and working it's magic.But hey I am okay with......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-11 20:58:56 |
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mom and son relationship
vacations
love
judgement
money
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Thinking about the future
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"I expect to pass through this world but once. Any good I can do, or any kindness I can show, let me do it now. For I shall not pass this way again. "
Do you ever wonder if you died tomorrow what would people think after you were gone? Would you be missed? remembered fondly?......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-08 03:23:37 |
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life
self reflection
faith
death
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