It's cold out again today.
  The ground is covered with ice from the sleet we had yesterday.  Even the light coat of snow we had has lost it's beauty. It's now gotten dirty and is no-longer soft and fluffy . The sparkling highlights are gone and I can feel the cold piercing right through me.
  Boy am I thankful for the inner peace I have been blessed with.
   I wish that peace within me were a disease!
  I would bottle it and send it around the world.
  I would infect everyone with it.
  If there were some way I could provide to all, I would.
  Like everyone else, I have suffered through most of my life, not knowing the answers to any of life's greatest questions.
  Now after all these years, I have come to see that as long as I was searching, I was not seeing!
  I was always feeling that no-one could possibly be going through the turmoil that was plauging me.
  No-one could understand the pain and suffering that so dominated my every day.
  Life is always so confusing when you find yourself at a loss for answers!
  Now I realize that life is just not as complicated as we make it out to be.
  Although we want to believe that we are so much smarter than the animals of the earth, in reality we have not distanced ourselves that far from the animals.
  We all want to be part of the pack, we want to have that feeling of belonging, and we all want to lead from time to time.
  We think we are superior because we can talk, but really we are just as instincual as the newborn pup. 
  All you have to do is watch animals and you will see all that makes us human.
  We complicate what should be simple, because instead of accepting what is, we question why.
  The thing that must distinguishes from basic animal is greed.
  The one emotion that animals only use during feeding.
  Our emotion of greed has taken us far beyond the point of being able to understand, that we are now on a course of self destruction with no way out.
  Greed has pushed us to a place that we can not fix the damage we have done to this earth, and the future has now got a timeline.
  Whether you believe in religion or not, the coming of the end is near!
  Nothing that I say here or even the thoughts I share with the powers that be can stop what is going to come.
  We can legislate all the rules we want, but we are only going to prolong the inevitable: The Earth Is Going to Die!
  I will be long dead when the end comes, but I pity what those who live beyond me are in store for.
  I can see the day when children will have to wear scuba tanks just so they will have a clean air supply to breathe. They will be wearing protective suits, less the suns rays cooks them as they walk!
  Diseases will be so widespread and prevalent, that just a pin hole in your protective suit will subject you to a horrible invection and slow death.
  The future is not something I enjoy looking at, mostly because I am just as guilty as the next for bringing it to reality.
  So forgive me for sealing the fate of your children and greatgrandchildren, as I have not come to this point knowing what I have done.
  Please find it in your hearts to forgive me. I should have done what I know now, a long time ago. If I had, then I may have been able to save us all.
  Like Jesus, I would give my life for all of you.
  But you all know that my death would be in vain.
  We all know that you can't stop a train by placing a pea upon the tracks, and people, the train is coming at full speed.


                                                                                    Love & Peace,
                                                                                       jwcj