Hello world, how are you all doing?
Damn I hate winter today! My back is killing me!
Don't you hate being depressed? It takes all the joy away from the day.
I want to roll on the floor with my dogs. I want to go for a walk in the woods.
There are so many chores that I haven't gotten around to, and I don't know when I'm going to get to do them. Shucks!
Damn I'm lucky that I have people who Love me.
Somehow I would like to change the world and make it so that everyone gets to be Loved and give Love the way I do.
Altough life has dealt me a miserable hand at poker, I'm going to make a winning hand out of it anyway!
Shit does happen!
I noticed that a lot of the people here at thoughts are expressing their depression and this has been a little of mine, but I don't like to hang here very long.
I came up with a stupid idea.
Lets all trade our problems.
Someone take over my lousy back and I'll take on their problem.
Like I said, it's kind of a dumb idea.
Still I can't help think that if we had the opportunity to walk in one anothers shoes once in a while, the worlds problems would probably a whole lot smaller.
Hell if just one person would take my hand they would get to see that even through my pain, I do so Love the world.
When I was younger, I hitched my way around the states, and across canada.
People picked me up with no-worries and I had none.
They told me of their lives as I regaled them with my travel stories.
From the time I was fourteen until I entered the service when I was almost eighteen, I got to all fifty states and every province in canada.
Made it to australia but got my self deported the first night I was there. (underage drinking, and no-passport)
I wonder what adventures await me in the future.
This can't be what I'm going to do for the rest of my life, I am not meant to be disabled and contained in a house.
My soul longs for the unknown.
There are so many people out there that I have not yet met.
I guess that I've got the rambling bug from my parents. We moved a lot throughout our lives.
I was thinking that I have probably met more people than a polotician.
I want to meet more.
I was just feeling a bit blue today and I'm just venting it out here.
Sure do like reading everyones postings, but I wish that I could touch some of you who are hurting.
Lots of negative things get posted here.
We need to go back to living in tribal settings, so that we can be there for one another.
It doesn't even take a man and a woman to have a child anymore, now that we have artificial insemination and cloning.
The one thing that still holds true, is that it takes a community to raise that child.
So many chidren are at loss about how to live their lives because of no family unit, and no community involvement.
God bless the child who has his own.
Someday I will pass. When I do, I am going to come back to enlighten the spirits of the people.
So brace yourselves for the warming spirit I will be bringing.
Love & Peace,
jwcj