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Ok, so it has been a while since i've jotted down any of my thoughts. I guess a lot has happened in the past four months. Where should i begin........ok so school started out pretty well. I enjoyed one of my classes at least. I still have three more weeks to go for my micro class, i hate it by the way. I just don't think a lot of what we are learning are things nurses absolutly have to learn but i guess learning anything is good for your mind. I did finish medical terminolgoy with an "A" by the way :)
My boyfriends daughter is graduationg next year and has decided to stay here in AZ which was stressing me out a little. Not that I dislike her in anyway but I just want some time to see how me and my boyfriend do without children around. maybe things will be better maybe worse and i just want to know how it is. I do want kids in the future but want some alone time first and i think we need that. So hopefully she will move out, but if not, what could i do. I understand the house is open for her to stay, and he says she definately does not want to live with us, but we shall see, thats what she said about living in AZ.
So i have realized i've been extra frustrated lately, a little angry and just not happy when i come to work. I guess a lot of it has to do with not knowing whats going to happen with the company. I'm not sure if we are going to be laid off or just merged with another company. I haven't gotten a raise in over a year and could really use one now. Gas prices are so high lately, its ridiculous. I am doing two jobs in one and don't even get noticed for it. It just gets me mad.
To add to that my dad has just decided to stop talking to me and all my sisters because of something wrong he did. he kicked out one of my older sisters and her kids when trying to help them out. I totally understand if you can't live with someone, but kicking them out overnight; especially your family, thats just wrong. They only had a month left in school. I hope they are able to finish up in NM now. I can't believe he would rather be alone and not have family to talk to, how dumb is that. I am just hurt about that i guess, I thought me and my dad were close, but i guess i was wrong.
I guess a lot of little things have built up and just have gotten me upset and angry, I just don't know how to deal with it............
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Posted by justcurious on 2008-04-24 18:55:45 | Rating: | Views: 85
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