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So I just moved into my first apartment, with my boyfriend. I'm already wondering if I made a mistake. Yikes right? I mean I've never even lived by myself. I went from the parents, to the dorms, to one of those college apartments where there are keg parties on tuesdays and everyone has at least two roomates, to here living with him. Really it was a matter of convenience then anything. I mean damn, living on your own is really expensive and I'm only working part time. Full time jobs are hard to come by lately and even if I did find one I doubt I could keep it up once august comes and I begin my senior year.
The confusion has very little to do with him by the way, in case you were wondering. He's a pretty sweet guy. I'm just a little concerned about the amount of time we spend together. I'm kind of new to the long term relationship thing. Just last spring I changed men like i did my underwear and in a year I'm all shacked up. I'm a little worried that we'll get sick of each other. Since I moved down here for school though friends have been really hard to come by, so he's pretty much the only one I spend time with. Kind of pathetic huh?