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IS THIS THE END (CHAR)

Okay I fucked up I did and what else can I say ........................frankly I don't think I did anything wrong.

here it goes
the whole truth
every bit of it.............(what I can remember I was twisted)

It all began Saturday .......I felt kinda weird not talking with Char that much that day when I knew I was going to be seeing her on later that afternoon.
Man when I saw her I was in awe........she is so beautiful ...dayum I had to keep my distance and composure not only was TL with us but my daughter Kennedy,her daughter Mani , her son head, Freckles and her daughter Chubs,

OKAY ------------ CHANGE IN DIRECTION OF THIS E-MAIL TITLE AND ALL........................

THIS IS THE END
I don't believe her reason.............I don't believe the story she told TL I think she was planning on calling it off from earlier but lets see if Touchy brings it up to me then I will believe it unless that happens then I don't believe it.

Char said she feel asleep and her boyfriend found her text message. ....................
1. He opened it ?????????????
2. or does her screen just pop up with the whole message and not a envelope or a T for text.............
3. I think she wanted to get caught
4. her son gave the phone to his dad and he opened it .........I so don't believe that shyt.........
5. we've been texting for 2 1/2 months and I even asked her about him taking her phone and reading her text and she said he doesn't do that stuff.............
6. I so don't believe her if she wanted to end it just be honest.

She sent me a text that said "No big deal your friend Mario was staring at me all strange and stuff I was wondering are you sure you should have told her and she won't tell Big Man (my husband)"? I responded right back I said "There is nothing to tell about us all she knows it I went down on you once and that was it I won't tell her anything else okay".....................He saw that message................
she said she was sleep on the couch waiting for my response.
feel asleep.
her son Head picked up her phone and was like "Daddy phone". (yeah I aint got that happening)
Marvin read the message (He's such a sucka I aint got him snooping)
waited until she woke up and then flicked off on her screaming, throwing shyt and he jumped off the balcony....jumped off the balcony talking about he had to get away from her before he hit her ....maybe the balcony door is off their bedroom and she was blocking the bedroom door.... uuummmm I wonder????, Mani was crying, Char ripped his shirt, he went to Touchy's house (her sister) to get a shirt and he told her what he found, she called Char about it and Char told her she didn't want to talk about it.
She admitted to it happening one time...........
she admitted to it ..........she's a LIBRA ..............she admitted to it .................naw I don't believe it.
Char calls TL this morning hysterical crying and everything telling her what happened.
TL waits until she gets to work to tell me (now you know if me and TL will scheme on everyone don't think I don't think that TL wouldn't get with Char to come up with a scheme to end things between me I mean if your man found out what could I do about that right?)
She hasn't called me, sent me an e-mail or a text..........................
TL is not checking on her and this is a time you would need your friends and she went to work today ..naw!
Nor has nosey ass Touchy been calling TL this morning or even calling me, e-mailing or texting me and this is tooo juicy for her not to ................you know!!!!!

1:36PM
I got a text from Char a little after 12 "Did you talk to TL this morning"?
me "Yes, are you doing okay".
her "A lil bit".

Nothing else I mean I don't know what I should do right now.....................I guess wait...........and still nothing from Touchy!

2:30pm
I got a e-mail from Touchy ..........it was just a regular e-mail it was a regular e-mail with nothing that even hinted like something could have happened between us and I'm for sure now that this was Chars way of getting out of it with me..................which is cool with me she should have been honest with me instead of getting with TL to scheme her way out of it. Strange, Strange, Strange but like always I'm a big girl and will bounce back. I asked her not to tell Char and TL that we talked (I think she will anyway) but I just told her about this dude I know R. Kelly who is my husbands right hand man and just came on to me this past weekend Saturday to be exact.