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This blog site is going to be used to put down my feeling for her and just my true feelings uncensored about everything. Since no one I know has this blog I can feel really free to say what I want and not be judge believe me your friends may say they wouldn't judge you but believe me they do!

Char,Char,Char
I have none her for a while I want to say at least 4 years but could be 5. When I first met her there wasn't really an attraction (Yes, you heard that right I'm Bi-Sexual) I just thought she was a cool person the more I hung around her though I started thinking about her in a different way. She's pretty but I've never messed with a big girl before.................now don't go thinking she is sloppy fat, obese or huge I'm a dime piece myself 5"6, 150lbs , light brown skinned and a smile that will have you taking a second look I turn heads and attract both sexes so PLEASE I would not be seen with a fat chick like you maybe thinking. She is plus size but only because she has a fat, big nice ass. Hips ........I mean curves I love to slide my hands along, and big ole breast ........big ole breast. Her waist is medium size she is caramel complexion, wears her hair nice and dresses cute she is a fem but has a dom behavior.......... I'm sure she might not think so but I do.
When I think about her my heart skips a beat ...........no lie and I can't tell anyone because I do fall kinda fast so I don't want to tell her how I feel until I'm really sure this is how I feel .................you know what I mean. I'm her first and I know she probably is going through a lot right now mentally and is confused as well ..............emotions going haywire so I would never want her to base her feelings on mine. So I'll just sit back and let nature take it course.
Or first time together was sorta weird ............She basicly attached me ..................naw let me back track the first time she touched my sweet spot was in my kitchen. I had on a mini skirt no panties and was standing all close up on me when she touched my butt and relaized HELLO she doesn't have on any panties it was on from there. It was a bunch of people gathering in the kitchen talking and drinking so no one was paying us any attention. We had been talking about hooking up for a while so I knew it would only be a matter of time before her curosity would give in.
Next was in the back of my van she was on her cycle so she ate me...............I mean she ate me real good it has been a while since a chick has went down on me ........let's see Jo was the last and that was like 2 years ago and it wasn't all that great for real.............no lie. Char was so aggressive and I was turned out she was all I could think about
She was all I wanted to be around!
she was all I wanted to talk about!
she was all I wanted to talk to!
She was consuming my every thought..........................For a while I was loosing it.
Then we hung out again for dinner with our other friend ........I'll call her T.L. (she's such a good googler, blog finder that is why I had to change names) Once we left the resturant I didn't want to go home and neither did Char. I had plans to get a room but she couldn't stay out late so we went to a school parking lot which was dark and deserted. Once in the back of my van
I did something I never thought I would do.......................................
I went down on her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was so scared!
I was so nervous!
I was hoping I was doing it right.
I was hoping she was enjoying it.
I was hoping she wasn't faking.
and I was hoping I would get to do it again!
I never thought I would enjoy it or even crave to do it again but I do. I so can't wait to do it again.
While pleasing her
watching her enjoying herself
listening to her moan .................well it was turning me on
It felt good knowing I was pleasing someone it had nothing to do about me I was putting someone else first.......and I don't even do that with my husband (Yeah I'm married)
I dreamed about going down on her again
about pleasing her and I got my chance when I had a toy party and we went in my room and locked the door. She had on pull down pants and boy when I pulled them down, ran my hand down her wet spot it was like I was in a world all of my own. While eating I could tell she was in wonderlan bliss and I was happy.

Posted by jus4myhart on 2008-06-12 10:03:03 | Rating: