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My mother, cyndi lewis died only a few months ago
she had a.l.s for several years.
i am only fourteen years old too, it feels as though i lost a big part of me
My father who is a widow is now already getting married to another woman who has no interest in meeting me.
And my father is in denial, i think he is just lonely.
When she first died i didnt feel anything on the matter.
But now i miss her so much
I use to go to her with all of my boy troubles, friend troubles, or any troubles in general
and now i cant go to anyone.
i want to pray to her every night,but what if she cant hear me?
Then who i am talking to but myself.
    Posted by jubilant_jenny on 2008-08-29 21:51:19 | Rating: | Views: 60
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sAD BVUTR JUST PART OF LIFE SO BE HAPPY. iF YOU PRAY TO HER THINK THAT IT IS POSSIBLE SHE WILL HEAR YOU AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE SAFE. sORRY FOR YOUR DAD BUT YOU MENTIONED THAT MAYBE HE IS LONELY AND NEEDS THE COMPASSION OF A WOMAN WHICHIS VERY NORMAL. Oh well just be yourself and keep posting a blog it does help really.
Posted by  norm4u2  on 2008-08-29 22:04:56 
  
I lost my mother in december to Cancer. I'm sorry for your loss, especially at such a young age. I'm sure that grief has alot to do with your father's choices and you and I can't truly appreciate the loss from his Point Of View, and thus can't judge... and I think you are being very mature about the situation.

I have a 13 year old daughter and my advice usually doesn't help her much 9mostly because she doesn't follow it), but feel free to vent to us here on Thoughts.

Keep praying to her though.
Posted by  SmoothOperator  on 2008-08-29 22:27:12 
  
hi jenny...
welcome to thoughts... :)
i'm very sorry that you lost your mother at such an age.
but i think that you are talking about it, even to just us 'out here' is a great thing because that's a lot to get through. but don't forget your dad... remember that he's just a person too; like you or me or anyone. he has his own things to go through and it's no more or less difficult for him than it is for you.
good luck and stay strong...
cheers!
:)
Posted by  badlydrawnstickman  on 2008-08-29 22:36:15 
  
I'm so sorry for your loss.
My mother has had a brother and two sister that died with ALS.
One of those was my favorite aunt! I stayed with her much of the time.

Her daughter which is a mother of 4 now and her grand daughter that is 15 both blog on here. I'm sure my cousins daughter will talk to you if you need to.
I can give you her idea if you want. Just let me know.

I also have a daughter that is about your age. She's almost 16. If you want to talk to me you can talk to me about anything. I'm sending you a friend request. You don't have to take it but I wish you would.

Don't hold it against your dad about him moving on so soon. I've also known this to be the case with 2 other men. They move on fast! I think they just can't handle being alone. It's wrong and sad the woman he's with wants nothing to do with you! Maybe that will change?!?
Posted by  anotherdaze  on 2008-08-30 08:15:56 
  
I can give you her *ID* if you want.....
Posted by  anotherdaze  on 2008-08-30 08:17:09 
  
Sorry to hear about your mom. Anotherdaze is my cousin. I lost my mom to ALS 10 years ago. I was 24 at the time. I cant even amagine how you must feel. I sometimes pray to god for him to tell my mom I miss her and I love her. Keep on praying. We are here for you, If there is anytime you want or need to talk about please feel free to email. Hope to hear from you soon.
Posted by  wallieworldgirl  on 2008-08-30 08:55:36 
  
I am sorry to hear about your mom. My mom and aunt are anotherdaze and walliewroldgirl. I was so upset about my grandma that I still haven't gotten over it and it happened when I was 5yrs old. So I know the pain of your loss. My grandma was so close to me when I was young. If you want to talk I am always told that I am a good listener. I added you so you can accept it if you want. But you don't have to. Well I wish you luck with your dad's new girl.
Posted by  Kaykay200  on 2008-11-08 01:37:51 
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