My mother, cyndi lewis died only a few months ago
she had a.l.s for several years.
i am only fourteen years old too, it feels as though i lost a big part of me
My father who is a widow is now already getting married to another woman who has no interest in meeting me.
And my father is in denial, i think he is just lonely.
When she first died i didnt feel anything on the matter.
But now i miss her so much
I use to go to her with all of my boy troubles, friend troubles, or any troubles in general
and now i cant go to anyone.
i want to pray to her every night,but what if she cant hear me?
Then who i am talking to but myself.