Recently, I have been doing an aweful lot of soul-searching. I've already decided to enlist in the Army this summer. I have also began to have a lot of feelings for someone close to me. Under other circumstances it wouldn't be that big of a deal, but the person I am having these feelings for is one of my best friend's ex. I would like to be with her, but I fear the choices I have made will keep it from happening. For example, she's in Auburn and, as of now, I am in Tuscaloosa. I could've gone to Auburn but at that time, she was with my best friend and I was waiting for someone else. That is over now, though. I still think she is not over her ex.

And another thing:
When I leave for basic training this summer and continue to serve in the Army, I don't know how that will work. It probably won't...story of my life.

Maybe I should just tell her and get it over with.
Although, I haven't had too much luck with this stuff in the past. We'll see.