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I love dreams. I really wish dreams would last, I mean, I wish I could immerse myself in it and make it felt and last. No matter how long the dream seems to be the moment I wake up it feels too short and makes me so frustrated that it doesn't last at all. Very few times I was able to continue my dream when I was awaken.
Why can't I simply switch to dreams as I wish? That way I wouldn't have to face my troubled world whenever things go wrong for me. Every night I keep thingking of my work, how to approach my boss about some work not properly executed, how I did not complete certain projects, how I overlooked critical stuff, all that crap!
I keep buying lotteries just to escape this job and get depressed with each results. I just can't stand to see other higher paid and higher ranking workers leave office on the dot while I slog like a dog. I don't get the opportunity to be with my family much during the weekdays. I'm not even compensated for the time I put in after office hours. The management must be crazy enough to think managers are paid highly and can afford to work extra hours for free!
Every morning I reach the office before the sun rises, and leaves after the sun sets. No matter how long I stay back I'll never clear my work. When I don't clear them I'm not prioritizing. When I prioritize my work, more critical ones come in between. A small mistake due to oversight earns the boss wrath over job cleverly completed.
Management talks about transformation accross the board which is really translated as sales talk. Cold heartless people. How long will I have to endure this hardship? And putting up with their crap! Have they become so mighty that they become self-righteous? Don't they want to remember the days when they were just like me, strugging to earn my keep and avoid their wrath?
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Posted by jthomas on 2008-02-04 11:24:23 | Rating: | Views: 101
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Well they don't care about where anyone else is in their life they just want the job to be done that is just how some people are,
Anyway You should try not to focus on everything that brothers you at least not to much yes a little bit is good but you can't over do it, it seems to only make things worse try instead to focus on the best things in your life cause if you focus on all those things that are negative you just end up getting more of the same thing over and over again and that is not what you want,
Maybe try looking for work that you like something that would make you happy? only a thought anyway I hope it all works alright for you.
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Posted by GLC
on 2008-02-04 12:01:50
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Ohh pardon my spilling I meant to say *bother* not *brother*
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Posted by GLC
on 2008-02-04 12:03:35
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Thanks for listening, Nia, That's what I try to do, think of the good things in life. just that sometimes it's hard.
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Posted by jthomas
on 2008-02-04 12:07:55
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Your welcome and I do know sometimes it can be hard indeed.
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Posted by GLC
on 2008-02-04 22:44:15
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