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I try to stay strong, i stand upright, hiding all the feelings and emotions that are dancing and swaying inside of me. Tears fall heavier than they’ve ever fallen, pain strikes harder than it ever has before, love is lost faster than its ever been lost. Nothing makes sense anymore, It seems once agian something I love will be lost, the family i have spent the last nine years of my life with is breaking and now i am forced to choose a side. Everything I touch is taken from me, if this is a test from God how far will I have to go to pass, how much will I have to lose to show Him I have the strength to continue my journey. A man can only be tested so far and for so long, I have far exceeded how much and how long I can be tested. I contiune because i have built an immunity to losing people I allow myself to get close too, a loss has become an expectation no longer a heartbreak. Its no longer the question if i’ll lose soemone close to me but how soon will i lose them. (idn i needa get away for awhile, ill finish some other time)
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Posted by jshemrsn on 2008-08-05 00:30:08 | Rating: | Views: 14
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