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Beauty In Its Simplest Form

I thought for hours how to explain the feeling that I have right now, words are scribled down but then erased beacuse I cant seem to find the right ones to describe this feeling. I have decided that intellect won't write this blog, my heart will. This feeling I have comes from my heart so therefore I will interpret it from my heart. This is for you Lauren Renschler, we have been together now for 4 months, for some that seems adolescent and meaningless in terms of a long term relationship, but these four months have brought me more happiness than the entire years before it. I really dont know how to explain how much you mean to it but I can only hope to show you, everything we do together I cherish as if its the last thing we will ever do. I stare into your eyes like it will be the last I will ever see of them, I kiss you like I will never feel your touch again, I hold you like your being taken away from me, I love you with all my heart bc I never want my heart to be split. Everything about you has beauty, your eyes, smile, laugh, personality; to me you are as close to perfect as I will ever see in this world. The feeling I have had is one of unconditional love, love that will never be taken and never be lost. To most saying I want to be with you for the rest of my life is absurd, how can a 19 year old make such a seemingly rash decsion in 4 months. But people dont see what I see, they dont feel what I feel. What I see is a girl with sparkling brown eyes, an aura of beauty forms a silhouette around you making it impossible for me to look away, I see a personality that is as unique as any on the planet. What I feel is the love that you have continued to show me in times of happiness and in times of desparity. I feel that your love is real, unconditionally real. Only I see these things and only I feel them. Lauren you are my princess, your adorable, cute, funny, sweet, thougtful, forgiving, loving, respectful, and courageous. All of these things make you beautiful, beauty rest within a person and I have not seen such a beautiful person in mylife. I am lucky to have you, to hold you, to kiss you. The first four months are only the beginning we have sooooo much longer together and I look forward to those times with optimism and hope. I love you lauren renschler, forever you will be my princess and forever I will be your boo bear =], thankyou for letting me show my love to you and I owe my life and my love to you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, i want to marry you, i want to have children with you, i want to live my life with you lauren renschler and I will always love you forever and always.