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One once said that, "Missing someone is easier everyday. Although it's one day further from the last time you saw eachother, it's one day closer until you see eachother again." With this being said I contemplate my current situation. Someone that I love will be away for awhile and I am struggling to understand how I will cope without them. My life, my love, my strength once right next to me will be renounced for awhile. Minutes no longer are minutes, hours no longer hours, days no longer days. Now that I am missing the one I love equivalences dont seem to add up like they once did. Tears go from drips, to a downpour of dreadfull dispair. It isnt a matter of misfortune but an undesired forecast of destiny. I will survive, I will move on, but the way becomes clouded by obstacles of lonliness and opressed thoughts and feelings. My heart struggles to beat its once melodical song, and every beat seemingly protrudes from my chest. I ask myself what I can do to save myself from these feelings of undeniable remorse but i have sadly realized there's nothing. I am succumbed to waiting, something that can be one of the hardest things to do in this world, knowing that situations you no longer control, your destiny no longer rest in your hands. Sadness turns to anger, anger to helplessness. So I sit here realizing that although love is not lost its of absence, companionship has become lonilness, wants become dreams. I am alone, and for how long is unknown, beacuse minutes now feel like hours, hours like days and days like years. I look to the heavens above and pray, pray that I no longer have to wait, pray that I know longer be oppressed, pary that i know longer be alone. My love you will be greatly missed
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Posted by jshemrsn on 2008-08-08 00:19:45 | Rating: | Views: 29
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