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Conformed Man
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I sit here wondering where I am? wondering where I lost myself? Once I was a man of free convictions, a man who gave himself up for the betterment of those around him. Once altruistic in nature I have fallen captive to conformity's ways. I no longer live my own life, yet living the life of those......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-11-17 10:44:36 |
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conformity
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Purpose
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Purpose is humanities destiny, its our calling to become something greater than just ourselves. For now I am walking crowded in the traffic of daily life. But soon I will get my chance, soon my turn will come to stand atop the alter and shine my light on this world. My calling soon to fill my......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-11-12 01:01:01 |
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Purpose
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Derailed Train
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Life is a derailed train, its chaos, its uncertainty. As I take a step back and look I realize that life fails to stay on the tracks. It sways, it jeopardizes, it bears no mercy to those on board. I am on that train, I watch as the certainty of my existence is stripped from my arms, I sit......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-11-11 20:47:51 |
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Unity
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A Head To Hang Low
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A head to hang high has now become a head only worthy of being hung low. Eyes that once saw light revert to only seeing darkness. Hands that once could feel touch have become numb. I have become the person I have always feared of becoming, my existence once again carrying no meaning. I walk this......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-11-10 00:09:03 |
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hoplessness
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Bridge
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As I walk across this bridge of fear I contemplate how I got here and how I may evade its succulent appetite for people like me. I walk across a bridge that is infatuated with turning people's fears into realities, a bridge that relishes in placing comfort in arm's reach and greedily stripping it......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-11-06 21:45:24 |
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Fear
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Journal
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Today was Lauren and I’s 10 month anniversary. Its amazing looking back when I had completely given up; Lauren saved me, made my life have meaning. Anyways she looked gorgeous, she had on her pretty green dress shirt and jeans. I probably don’t tell her enough but she is the most......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-15 21:35:09 |
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baby
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Broken Childhood
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As I contemplate the beginning of my adult life I realize that I am merely a boy among men. I have come to realize and accept that half of my adult life has been consumed by violence, by fear, by hate. My life seemingly started 9 years ago, not nineteen years ago. I was born Joshua Patrick......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-09 20:04:02 |
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Childhood
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Exceeding Expectations
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The only thing we fear is fear itself. As I look back at my life I realize I have always been afraid of one thing, to fail. I have perseveared through insurmountable odds and yet by love, grace, and pure luck I have overcame those odds and succeded. As a child I went through years of therapy, I......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-18 02:42:34 |
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Success
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Stained Tears
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I will forever be crying, tears have been stained upon my cheeks and no matter what there isnt anything I can do to wipe them off. I live life like a clown, I put on all the makeup to hide true feelings, I laugh and smile as if nothing is bothering me. But underneath thie makeup, underneath this......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-14 23:49:34 |
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Suffering
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Imiginative Opressed State
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In one's imgination, anything is said to be possible. Dreams become reality, impossible becomes nothing. I have thought with an open state of consciousness and I sought to find an imigination in something that already exist, something that stands firm in reality. In a sense it isn't imiginative,......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-10 01:03:58 |
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Religion
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