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Well, right now my life isn't going so well. For one my grandma is in the hospital with pneumonia in both lungs, she got admitted yesterday, and they discovered that she has an irregular heart beat today, and now she can't get out of the bed. I feel bad now because they were yelling at me yesterday for not being curtious, and because I couldn't fix one of their cell phones. Then they turn around and put her in the hospital. The next thing is that while all this is going on, my mom gets jealous because I wasn't going to get to be with her today because I went to help take care of my Grandma. She is also sick, and didn't have anybody to take care of her. So, I called today to ask her if she wanted me to come over and stay with her but she said no, and so I didn't. Anyway, while I was at the hospital with my grandma...she calls and decides to yell at me. Because, apparently its my fault: that she is sick, that I didn't come check on her when I called her a dozen times, that she wasted her money on 3 movies, that I wasn't there to take care of her (when she told me not to), it goes on and on. So when she got finished yelling, she decided that she didn't want to see me anymore and hung up on me and I haven't talked to her since. Like I said there is nothing like getting told by your own mom that she doesn't want to see you anymore, and I have now decided that if thats the way she wants it to be then I am not going to see her anymore. I can't handle being tortured like that and so I'm not. But she was the one that left my family and ran off with another man. So my bad day yesterday has offically turned into a bad week, and I don't care if she ever talks to me again. It hurts to know that your own mom doesn't want to see you anymore. When NONE of this is MY fault. I don't want it to be this way, but thats the way she wants it and what she wants she gets. She is just jealous because she isn't getting any of the attention. So yeah...life is great. But I know that god doesn't make a mountain that you can't climb. So right now I am trying to climb this mountain but it's pretty hard considering that the one that birthed you hates you. Peace, I hope everybody else's familiy life is better than mine.
Oh and if you have any comments...leave them. I could use some :-)
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Posted by jrzyboy11 on 2008-07-23 20:54:01 | Rating: | Views: 58
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Well mountain climber, let your mom cool down and maybe try to get things back on the right track. Apologize even if it is totally and completely not your fault. You don't really have to see her to do that. But I encourage you to somehow acheve a peace treaty with your mom.
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Posted by Sunshine63
on 2008-07-23 22:28:37
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In my opinion your mother said that she doesn't want to see you anymore just because she is very angry at you, but in reality she did not mean it.
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Posted by chala
on 2008-07-26 21:32:25
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