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I have been kicking myself because I have really screwed my friendship up with my best friend. Lets start from the beginning. He is going into the 6th grade and looks up to me, and talks to me all the time. Well, today I was texting him and I was running out of things to talk about, so I asked if I annoyed him just kidding around and to my surprise he says sometimes. Now I konw I just have just let this roll of my back and kept on but I didn't. One of my flaws is that I hate to annoy people, bug them, or you now just plain bother them. Unfortuneatly, I take some things not all to heart, and this unfortunately is one of those things, and I felt like I had been stabbed right in the heart. I mean he is little compared to me and I don't want to hurt his feelings or be mean to him you know. I told him I was sorry, and I asked him if I had made him mad or hurt his feelings and he said no. But now I am putting myself on a guilt trip because I feel like I have just screwed everything up, and I really didn't want to do that. In all honestly I like talking to him and NO IM NOT GAY. But this is a kids who looks up to me, and I don't want any more people mad at me then there already are. I don't know what to say or do. I just know that I don't want to lose him, in some strange way he means alot to me and I would probably do anything for him. I mean if your my friend and you treat me like a decent person I would probably do most anything for you. But I know that God put this kid in my life for a reason and I want him to stay around long enough for me to find out what that reason is and hopefully long after. I know he doesn't realize what an effect he has had on my life, but for some reason he has had a big impact on me. I mean he feels like family to me, not just a friend. Its weird but kids younger than me are attracted to me and then teenagers my age or older hate me, sounds weird but true. I really hate to bother everybody with this but its something thats on my heart and if I don't get it out I'm going to explode. I hope somebody can help me, I mean how do you deal with something like this. If anybody has any advice please let me know.
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Posted by jrzyboy11 on 2008-07-21 21:09:54 | Rating: | Views: 87
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Well, i would say that you should apologize, even if it's not your fault. and say that you are sorry about this mess and it is abig misunderstanding. By the by, this is why i don't text. Things get lost in translation and jokes sound like insults. Also, i would die with no sarchasm, and it's just not possible with texting. good luck patchin' it up dude.
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Posted by Sunshine63
on 2008-07-22 01:51:16
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Sounds like you have strong feelings. I don't have much advise other than maybe you should take more time to recognize that?? Maybe the youngster isn't as developed as you and can't, at his age, appreciate all the attention and love you have to offer? Whatever the case, just don't let it bother you so much. Continue to be that good person and maybe try something/someone else to share your love and friendship with.
Best of luck...
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Posted by underage_thinker
on 2008-09-13 08:47:26
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