Have I have come to the time where I don't believe...
In Santa, in Tooth fairies, in Easter bunnies.
In families or in faith.
I try to keep the magic alive for the little ones I love.
Including pointing out the footprints that hide in the snow.
The bunny carries the candy...the reindeer carry the man.
I carry their trust in my loving hand.
And then I sit in a church and wonder if that is where I belong
When the dis-trust i feel is still very strong.
Of a Being or an ever after.
I hope so! For I want to see them, those I miss so much.
I go to the families houses,
Of those who I am related
And tell the stories of who we've become these past few months
Since the last time we gathered as strangers.
When I was little, the magic brought all the excitement to my heart.
Maybe someday I will find something to believe in again.
Until then, here's to keeping the magic alive for the children.