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I'm going to a counselor
I'm on anti-depressent drugs
I'm feeling things I've never allowed myself to feel before.
But those emotions have extreme highs and very extreme lows
A year ago I didn't know these emotions actually exsisted
So, what I'm working on is how to get back to a middle ground, even though I have no idea how i'm going to do it.
One thing I'm going to try is to not always look for the doom and gloom of things.
A good friend of mine and I lost our ways because of these feelings
And for me I am going to work on finding the fun I used to know.
Sure sounds like a damn hard job, but if I don't start now when will I?
Tomorrow I hope to wake up in my brand new world.
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