I'm fighting that saddness that's hidden way deep inside.
Certain actions, or people, or feelings bring it bubbling back up
And I wish I could figure out how to keep it buried.
Because when it sits in my chest, it feels like a fire burning
One that I will not be able to douse.

Its that time for me right now, where the emotions of the past are boiling up for attention.
I'm trying to remember the work i've put into myself this year to fight that fight FOR myself instead of AGAINST myself.  I worked through the most painful things in my life...and yet was it all in vain?

How do I keep it pushed down when all I want to do is bathe in its sweltering water?