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I had day 2 of my class today and I found it just as rewarding as day 1. We are gaining new insight into a career that I love. We are getting assessment tools that will be very benefical in our classrooms. I have met some amazing professionals in my field that I would consider working closely with in the future. We have had some fun at our table and have had many moments of being off task. (me you say? why yes me would get off task!)
I had another strong headache today, which is weird because I had taken 2 advil before i left home and then another 2 around lunch time. Nothing helped I guess. We had another great breakfast, lunch, and snack which made me happy. (food...that other people make and feed me...hell ya it's great!)
I am having a great time!
Then I happened to check my email and the emotions went down in the toilet.
Another day, another email from my son's teacher. And this time I'm an hour and a half away. What do I do about that? I had to call daddy and explain to him that here is a problem. So then I spent the rest of the class worrying and fretting about my son.
We decided to drive home (after talking to 2 people at home, and reading the kcrg website) and all the way I'm thinking what kind of mess am i walking into.
I walk in and the first thing I hear is mommy, i had to put my head down for 5 minutes. I gave him credit for telling me, but talked to him about how he ended up there. He and I had a nice discussion (which is not what i was expecting at all) and we headed out for dinner.
Dinner was good and i enjoyed being with my kids. And then i returned home and it started all over.
Emails can be harmful and hurtful and the tears can flow when you least expect it. I had to
just let the tears flow because i couldn't hold them in any longer.
I thought about those emails and responded as best i could.
So right now, I'm feeling frustrated, excited, tired, and tearful. I just don't know what to do with those emotions right now. Maybe someday...
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Posted by jringwald on 2008-03-05 23:04:53 | Rating: | Views: 53
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