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Labor Day
Labor Day and not a whole lot happening As Labor Day is meant to be. I got up late I ate breakfast at the Kernels field And bought some quartz rocks for my kids. Watched a couple of movies and worked on my garden. Scrapbooked and played on the computer. Jackson came home from his......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-01 22:29:18 | Rating:

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The time is now
I wish I could read him. I wish I could figure him out. But I can't and instead of throwing up my hands I'm taking the issue into my court And asking for the help he might not want to deal with. I love him with all my heart but something is happening that isn't quite......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-02 22:18:13 | Rating:

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Starting down the path
The help I'm seeking today is coming from a little woman with a heart of gold. She has agreed to meet with me over lunch at her office to chat, to listen, and be here for me. I have to get her advice on what the next step is or consider myself a failure. But maybe a......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-03 11:46:15 | Rating:

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Putting a foot forward
I started reading this book last night given to me by the school counselor and the first chapter explained my son to a tee. It was the saddest and most amazing moment I think i have experienced. You see, I never wanted to give him a "label" but after the hell we've......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-04 16:57:15 | Rating:

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Pondering the questions
So, after my kids went to bed last night I did something I knew I had to do, but was also dreading more than I can even begin to tell you. I told my parents about Jackson...I mean all the things I have been hiding from them, all the times he has hurt me...not only physically but......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-05 16:58:06 | Rating:

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The sugar high pleasure
After over 2 hours with Linda I have all but exhausted my emotions for one evening. (or a lifetime) Just about every every tear that can fall has and I need a break. I hope tomorrow provides some of that much needed relief. It starts very early in the morning as I'll be......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-05 23:59:37 | Rating:

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Time in a bottle
I had a great day... A 50 minute 5k walk that we started late and played catch up the whole time. An hour and a half long parade that was totally wonderful. A great and totally relaxing afternoon. And an amazing fire at the end of the night with friends. A day i'd love......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-06 23:59:49 | Rating:

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Did I win or lose?
Church... I've tried to get the nerve to go back to church for awhile and yet the fear of being ignored or people saying things to me that I in NO way want to deal with again is just to strong. i have talked to Linda about this and she agreed that is probably time that I just do what......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-07 12:07:26 | Rating:

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GO FOOTBALL!
Watching the Colts tonight I remember why I love the fall! FOOTBALL FOOTBALL FOOTBALL! I'm not a huge fan of one particular team or another but the whole aspect of football. I don't know all the in's and out's but certainly know enough to enjoy the game. But it's the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-07 21:58:56 | Rating:

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The preschool life!
Another day in the fun life at preschool. Which started with red day. And apples And stringing of beads And painting with spaghetti noodles. It ended with smiling children Messy hands And exhausted teachers! ...Read More