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I have been fairly emotional the last couple of days. It has gone from a large range of sentimental, happy and content, to crying and moments of self blame.The pain in my heart today is real and very dreadful. i want him. i want his heart. i want us. But i believe this......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-01 16:47:14 | Rating:

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There once was a girl...
There once was a girl With a bleeding heart. She explained the truth And it almost killed her For the man she loved Also loved two others. She wanted his happiness More than most others He saved again By telling he cared. Where will she go with out his whole heart......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-02 20:57:31 | Rating:

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Today was a continuation of the depression I have been dealing with for the last few days. I don't know how to make it all go away, which is most difficult when depression is something you cannot control. I have a mind full of swimming thoughts that really shouldn't be there,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-02 21:13:02 | Rating:

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sunday
I received a comment yesterday on my blog site which totally suprises me that someone would be interested in me and my life. it's so boring, so normal and yet someone took the opportunity to stop and check on me. what an interesting world we live in! that person made such a......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-03 21:28:56 | Rating:

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Just fine...
The many meanings of just fine... -It was fine that Joy slept with me after her bad dream. -it's fine that i eat soup for lunch when i really wanted a chocolate coverered brownine smoothered in ice cream and chocolate sauce. -Today I heard from several people that today's weather is......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-04 17:33:07 | Rating:

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wonders of childhood
Snow hit our part of town again and this time it's expected to leave a large impact...like 6-12 inches of impact. Once again, my school conferences got cancelled...or re-scheduled. Maybe third time is the charm? One of my school parents said maybe we could think about it as 6-12......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-05 21:34:56 | Rating:

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scared
My heart is broken as I try make it through my day today. Throughout the night I started thinking about the choices I have made this past year which has been fueled by the emotions of the week. -Jackson said things at church that I never thought he would have. -I had a snow day and......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-06 21:12:42 | Rating:

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Smile
SMILE It's something that seems so easy for some and so difficult for me. However, I work with little children That say what they see And say it loud and clear. I get to hold his hand and feel the world shine for only us. I have a wonderful son who turns 6......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-07 21:55:05 | Rating:

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The cost of turning 6
So my first born son turned 6 today. What a world of memories that brought on. Like 14 hours of labor AFTER they broke my water. 2 and a half hours of pushing The first birthday with a Elmo cake that he so delicately picked up The second birthday where he tried his first......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-08 22:10:17 | Rating:

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children
I've been watching my kids the last couple of days and other than the typical boy vs. girl things, there are a few things I am noting that are beginning to define my children. My son is a home body. He loves when we go out and do things, but it is such a struggle to get him ready......Read More