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Angry!
If she screws me over
It's over!
I have had enough of her bitching and whining
And I will not take it anymore.
It's my job too and she has no right to ruin it
because she thinks it isn't fair.
Happiness!
The last day of parenting class.
of which I worked my tale off.
I saw my daughter practicing the splits in dance class
and she was smiling from ear to ear.
Plus, the happiness of being a day past
realizing I let a fire extinguisher push me over the edge.
Sadness!
I had to get into a drawer at work that I don't normally need to
which holds memories that I finally threw out.
I want to see how they are doing, but I know they will not respond,
which makes me sad to know there is nothing I can do.
My sadness of health scares as the things I'm supposed to be watching for
I'm seeing happening again. (maybe that's scared...instead of sad?)
Tired
Is that really an emotion? Hmm...anyway...it's what I'm feeling.
I am getting the sleep that I need
But I notice that I'm going to bed earlier and earlier.
And having a harder and harder time getting up.
I think part of that has to do with the fact that I love curling up in bed
The blankets wrapped up tightly around me
But also that there is no decisions to be made.
No child yelling mommy
It's quiet and it's all mine!
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Posted by jringwald on 2008-10-15 22:27:25 | Rating: | Views: 20
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