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It can be frustrating if you have that instant chemistry, a slice of love at first sight, and she is almost too hot. Do not think my esteem is low, I fell out of the ugly tree and hit every branch or a got a load of jelly in my belly: it is just sometimes the class, extreme beauty, Director of Whatever title and expensive education makes the first step (her agreeing to go out with you) so difficult. I do like a challenge and I have climbed that hill before, but with that super instant thing that grabs you and that other person is the only one in the room, why can't they be exactly of the same means as you? Sometimes I wish she was an eight instead of a nine; a drop-out after three-and-a-half years instead of a doctorate from UCLA; middle effing class, instead of...
However, I do feel fortunate with one: she must have been an old soul or an angel in human skin. Lying next to a woman who you geniunely believe likes you, is attracted to you, thinks you are talented...you discover that she too wants to lie still with you in a vacation rental in Greece...when the phone rings you know it is her because you were just about to spontaneously call her...you dream of walking holding of the hands of your future children on Haloween, going door-to-door and being a watch-dog Dad with the candy because she warned you once with an authoritative verbal dress down before you took the kids out. She is an odd mix of qualities and she touched your hand on in the first minute of conversation and when you asked her out she wrote down "don't blow it" along with her phone number. She controls what parts of her she let's you see today and she controls the emotional exposure; you are on a roller coaster whose path, loops and dips are made up on the way and let to be ridden by her gentle rules. She puts you in the guest bedroom on your second date and just when you start to fall asleep--she has been testing you--she comes in to bed with just a t-shirt on and tellls you to scoot over. |
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Posted by joshfarris on 2008-02-17 18:26:41 | Rating: | Views: 41
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