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I never really get to do nothing. I wonder what it is like to have free time to do whatever you want to do. I'm contanstly on the go, never sitting, never staying in one spot. Go, go, go... Even when I don't have anywhere to really go, I go somewhere-anywhere. I hate just being home and having nothing to do. I feel like I have to fill up every minute of my days or I didn't accomplish anything. Why am I like this? I would love to sit and read a book, or a magazine. I think I would have time for that at night when the kids are a sleep but instead I do things for work or I make something. Whenever I know I will have free time, I think of things I can do to fill that space.Then as I'm busy doing things that don't really need to get done, I'm bitching that I never get a free minute. I think I put these inner goals on myself that really it doesn't matter if they actually get done or not. The world won't end if I don't make homeade pink icing for a cake. Or if the picture frames aren't filled with recent pictures. Only I care about things like that. I don't even think anyone else in this house would notice that all my recipes are alphabetized. It's weird how I do that. Right now I have a free minute and I'm doing this and thinking about what I'm going to do next. Make lunch, feed the kids, go to the store, bake a cake, prepare for my party tonight, etc, etc, etc. I'm even thinking about what I will do tomorrow since we have no plans. Maybe I will force myself to sit down and do NOTHING. I wonder how long I could handle doing nothing or having nothing to do. I might go insane without a plan in place. HA HA HA...
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Posted by jojodancer11 on 2007-10-12 08:57:13 | Rating: | Views: 57
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