Nothing to say really. Everything's a void. Everything's blank.
I'm twenty years old. I'm not supposed to feel like everything is so utterly futile... feel as if everything is empty. Purposeless.
A song by Anointed ~ "Take Me Back" ~ reminds me of why I am the way I am. It's because I believe with everything that I am and everything in me that He is real, that He is true, that He is there. And yet, I fail - time and again - at cultivating a relationship with Him. And I find myself singing the same song...
I don't serve You like I used to
Cause I'm too busy serving me
And I don't spent the time with You
I need to
And wonder why my soul cannot find peace
But I'm ready to learn
how to faithfully love You
with my heart, my soul, and my mind
Take me back
Take me back to the time I fell in love
Take me back. I want purpose. |