if anyone has ever read the other boleyn girl, they will know one sister gets ousted by the other..tonight me and alice went to the pub and it was werid, as soon as we left she was like when we get back I need to go and see Jimmy(the guy she is kinda seeing) and i was like oh ok..we just left and she wants to go back!woman!so we sat there and had 2 drinks and we talked abit..she attempted to coax outta me if my ex Luke had texted me..I said no and he hasnt so Im not lying. So we came back and straight away she went to see Jim becaus he lives downstairs..Im sick of being the third wheel..if anyone knows the way to handle that a heads up would be great..!I did mention I had a blog to Alice and she pretty much assumed that I was writting hate stuff about her..she actually told me tonight she doesnt really like girls..but im special..
Its been the busiest day!Got up early, studied, went to my lecture at 1 then went to the library until 530 didnt get home till 6!was shattered, but Im getting on with it, because it will be worth it..I can't wait to graduate then I can travel and go live in AMAZING countries and see how other people live and learn awesome languages..i cant wait..really!!woop!!
Myself esteem at the moment is like a rollercoaster, sometimes Im like happy and Im gonna stay happy and just be happy the way I am, but then most of these days Im like ergh..hide away, i mean if you cant love you then who else will, although I am happy being single!!woop!!

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