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Finally the tears

Finally the tears
(A)
A busy day of the brain and body still difficult to open late at night, can not say how, just a little heart Font. Suddenly a terrible idea from the minds of flash. Xiao » !
That was the speed dial Marker in the depths of the soul number.
"I cried." Sure enough, the phone knows the voice of an extremely Beiqi.
Gu Bude many, Phi pieces of the jacket, drove went to Xiao's home.
I really was Xiazhuo door, the reduction on the sofa Xiao, who covered the tears of the past Movable let me face it.
"How the« "
Xiao-degree cold fingers let me in the end is difficult to imagine what is going on weekdays, not to let anything so moved by her panic.
"I dreamed you gone, I tell you, you do not look back……."
Such as the care of our own heart, I could not take knows anything.
Simply a dream for me to leave Xiao afraid like this. I vowed to lifetime in his heart that loves her and never let go.
Xiao-born inherited her mother's Duochou and Shangan. Yichang Yu, a deciduous, or even a bird will fly over inadvertently let her cry on the day. At the same time feel the compassion of her suitability for survival in the world.
(B)
You break the emergence of my life, I sometimes wonder if You did not re-present in my life and I knows that happiness is a right.
You are my college classmates, excessive publicity, acquired the bright people and it naturally going stunning appearance. She became the best walk of life permits. At least she did not deny that such a statement.
The same company, with a floor, also responsible for the electronic compass(电子罗盘), gyroscopes(陀螺仪), the level of the instrument(水平仪), so I contacted the time and Yau more than a Xiao. Why is the envy of colleagues around me that there is always beauty.
Late at night, knock on the door outside the sound, so it surprised me. You are original, deep alcohol, shaking his Swing moves, I know that she had drunk. You have a sober day in the morning, perhaps this is there must be a coincidence each story, Xiao You see, I just do not have to do any explanation, she smiled and Yau inverted for the anti tea cup. I sincerely thank the Xiao-savvy.
You Xiao told my girlfriend, I do not know is the wrong impression or too sensitive, I like to see You face off with the slightest shadow of difficult to detect.
Crystal放着a desk before a small rabbit, which is the animal knows, You see, the good the United States, asked me whether or not given to her, out of courtesy I am not refuse.
Did not expect that the work on the following day when the home. That small rabbit has been Shuaisui, silent lying at the foot of Xiao. See me back, Xiao told me You will not see. You cry, and this is the first time I cried You see, and Xiao's face has no expression.
Xiao-doors open, loud Yau said North Korea "You go out, not allowed to come back later." Xiao watching the willfulness and Yau innocent, I really had a bit angry.
"Xiao, you do not then not to willfulness."
"No!"
I do not know is to protect their face, or in the maintenance of Yau, simply a moment, I landed a slap on the face of the Xiao.
The little finger was some blood flow, the somewhat slightly uncomfortable, Xiao will cry, but this time knows no reflection.
I quietly exit the room.
"Xiao……." Xiangzhui this out, he was the crying stopped the Yau. You are the hands of bleeding, Xiao is because I wanted to come to Crystal gave Yau dissatisfied with the rabbit, threw a rabbit at the Yau hand to hurt the bar.
Good dressing wounds, the dim Leiyan You tell me she loves me. I looked at fixed You Piaoran leave.
(C)
Two days Xiao-Mei Jian, Xiao You fill the gaps left. A week later I met with Xiao, also knows…… boyfriend, I do not understand I love the Xiao was in retaliation to find people to play to my interpretation, or her changeable also includes love. You pull off my hands, and I told Xiao You decided to get married. Xiao Xiao, and still is so shallow light of……. Xiao at the moment no longer crying for the pain I was feeling then, the so-called lifetime on this end? »
I live up to its promise to Xiao, Chengquan me on the integrity of Yau. As a wedding knows about my friend, if present, Qunjiao light moving, I suddenly felt today knows more beautiful than before. There are only slightly the slightest sense of Font.
Actually it looked easy, then relax. This, or at least I do not have to worry that she would leave after I cry. Xiao-final or the half-way exit. She said she tired…….
Wedding night, I suddenly received a telephone Hospital, knows, the time arrived, Xiao still retain the mouth of the smiling faintly, doctors said they found on the phone knows my number, yes ah, so many years of the , Knows only some of the world is only me, only there is only one phone number, that is me. No one on the message out saying "you do not love me, I cry a good, good to see I want you to tears, then wiped away tears as before and then tell me you do not go, but I Kubuchulai. I really Kubuchulai……. "
The doctor said Xiao taking a large number of sleeping pills, and excessive alcohol.
Xiao computer, I found the text so that their absence:
July 7, 08, light rain
Today in China (my name) You see the house. She said that I used his tears, for the love. I slight smile that this is my tears to him. Yau said she Epworth, I believe that I love the effect of the test. That is, at the back. You suddenly Shuaisui the crystal rabbit, and then cry so wronged. I can tolerate anything, can also disdain any person can be such a hypocritical approach let me despicable. Can, but I played a hand, I do not want to make any explanation. Remember, and I have said, if one day he wanted to forget me, then I turn around than his first. Because of his ability to withstand stronger than I am.
July 14, 08, sunny
I took Yu Hua, Yu simply a netizen, I just would like to know whether China will be like before, holding my hands, saying, "Well, not willful, and we go home." But he did not say, he told I he wants to get married. I think I have forgotten how to cry…… In addition, nobody is qualified to see my tears. So I will not cry
08 July 28, sunny
Today, to get married, and I wish him, but he has not remember I have said, unless I die, I will give up his……
This whole night on the watch…… Xiao used to see the tears, tonight is the first time I accompanied the Xiao cry.
You and I the only married for 24 hours, we divorce the next day, I told Yau addition Xiao inability to love whom I have.