I feel lost, abandoned and forgotten
My true love, was lost
My face is awash with tears
my heart shreds at each glance
I see the person he was
and I see what he is
They are not the same

He was my hero, my friend
I lost him just like that
The world took his soul
and made mine weak

i loved but never knew
Until I lost

I fall hard each day
my being is dissapearing

My tears are hot against my skin.
My face raw from their touch

I clasp my hands around his picture
hoping to see him again

He is still here
but he is gone

he cannot smile
that smile that stopped my heart

He can no longer run
he can no longer play

but my heart still loves him today
He is my love, and will always be

I will sit by his side until i see him well
I pray and hope
that one day I can finally
tell him
to tell him that I love him still
I always will, my heart will never heal,
until I can feel his arms around me and his
voice say, I love you too.